So nobody worries

I may not be posting as much for the next few days.  I'm trying to fill out an involved medical history form for disability as well as completing my taxes.  I can only do so long and I get frustrated, so the blog may be written (plus it's how I keep my promise to be journaling to Dr. Mind) but it may not be much for a few more days.  Not sure what else my disability form involves but this seems to be a major form.  I also have a week to print out a bunch of supplemental information for them and gather copies of many things.  The taxes are more or less done except that I have to take all the massive amounts of medical information and divide them into categories. It is not an easy or fun process.  At least I have learned over the years how to do it more efficiently.

So anyway, don't worry.  The worst thing happening here is that when I was getting ready to go to sleep last night I rolled over, yanking on my weighted blanket, lost my balance and crashed to my stomach, punching myself hard in the nose.  So I have a puffy nose now.  It's a great look.  And not at all a stupid way to get hurt.:)

Really though, I am feeling a little more focused right now and less upset.  I got a lot of sleep today which helps.  I'm sure the shock and anger and tears will return but being rested makes this so much easier.

Sometimes it is the dumbest stuff that is hardest.  I need to see my scrubs to consignment or on ebay.  I will keep a few since eventually I'm allowed to work a little bit on social security.  But for now there is no point on hanging on to so many and yet saying goodbye is hard.  I guess it's like the stethoscope, a reminder of the huge, unwanted changes.