tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21050713.post4355117139102533220..comments2023-10-31T11:30:53.528-04:00Comments on Master of Irony: Hard timeJust Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01085642883987294862noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21050713.post-7601811216601959972012-05-09T19:19:38.362-04:002012-05-09T19:19:38.362-04:00This is such a moving post. I am glad that you are...This is such a moving post. I am glad that you are able to the positives. One website that might help you deal with your ptsd is http://onlineceucredit.com/edu/social-work-ceus-nd. I hope this is helpful and I wish you the best.Janenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21050713.post-46163337288219496912012-04-30T00:33:08.564-04:002012-04-30T00:33:08.564-04:00Jen,
I am still reeling for you - I am thinking y...Jen,<br /><br />I am still reeling for you - I am thinking you are somewhere you've never been before in your mind, and I just wish someone were there with you to help if you need it and to listen if you need to talk.<br /><br />I hope your appt tomorrow will help you to understand/process/deal etc. I'm praying for you girl, and sending gentle and hopeful thoughts your way.<br /><br />BeckyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21050713.post-88142141283577260232012-04-29T01:21:10.191-04:002012-04-29T01:21:10.191-04:00Oh Jen,
I am so glad you have Anne to learn from....Oh Jen,<br /><br />I am so glad you have Anne to learn from. She is providing the perspective you need - especially right at these very moments when you are working through these things.<br /><br />Blaming yourself for what happened to you would be just like blaming Anne... you see the wrong in that. The ridiculousness of it. And I hope very soon you will BELIEVE and KNOW it and own the fact that you are absolutely BLAMELESS! <br /><br />Yes, I think Anne has been and will continue to teach you. I am amazed at this timing! It sure seems odd(?) that Anne is just the age you are needing to remember about. And that she is proof positive of how innocent you were. <br /><br />I've had a chance to right many wrongs of my childhood with my children. And I don't think you need to be a mom to do that. I think Anne will help you in that way too. By the way, neither of my daughters EVER wanted anyone but me. I think you and this little girl have a very (very!) special bond. You are both blessed to have each other. <br /><br />I cannot fathom the emotions you are feeling. I've always grieved for the little girl you never had a chance to be. I hope you can see that you (little baby/toddler Jen) was just as blameless and innocent then as Anne is now. <br /><br />I am sending healing prayers your way because you must hurt to the core. You're an amazing woman Jen - you will see the rainbow at the end.<br /><br />BeckyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21050713.post-1382223066082498642012-04-28T21:53:47.437-04:002012-04-28T21:53:47.437-04:00Hi Jen.
I found this so moving. This is what I lo...Hi Jen.<br /><br />I found this so moving. This is what I love about your blog: Your tremendous level of honesty and your willingness to look at what's difficult in order to know the light more fully. In addition to being well written, it's tremendously effective at drawing a picture of the world you're living in. <br /><br />I've had similar experiences looking down at my daughter and being terrified by the vulnerability of children. And then seeing what a child can be like when she's surrounded by unconditional love, as opposed to being manipulated by a masquerade of it. <br /><br />Stay strong. It's hard, but you can do it.Luridhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02396710898271581310noreply@blogger.com