Today I had a hint that my antidepressant is maybe beginning to work again. I still slept way too much, but I also cleaned my living room and at least re-arranged the mess in the kitchen (it actually is significantly better). I did that and did not require 2 hours of sleep. That is the improvement. It's been weeks since I was able to do that much.
Now it's just a matter of not having the antidepressant shoot me into mania. Because I sort of feel like that could happen (not sure how to explain that) I am probably going to slow down how fast I'm taking it. I'm already taking a bizarre dose, I might as well take a really bizarre dose for a few days. Besides, I'm getting really good at cutting small pills into 1/4s anyway. Too bad I broke my good pill cutter last night. (And yes I do realize exactly how sad it is that I have a good pill cutter and a bad one).
I really need this sign of hope. Really, really, really....
I have a good and a bad pill cutter, too. No worries.
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