Never to feel sorry for myself......
This morning I started off waking at 2:45. At 3:15 I gave in and got up. But it was actually a good morning, I cut out baby clothes and generally enjoyed myself.
I then proceeded to slip on ice going into work and wound up with a badly bruised and scraped and surprisingly stingy left knee and a sprained good ankle. So for now I'm limping off 2 legs. The sprain isn't bad but since the ankle isn't perfect and it feels wobbly and hurts and I wasn't given very good direction I am going to see the podiatrist in the morning. I think I probably need some kind of support for my ankle so that I can work safely. Then to make matters even worse my mother and I had a sort of disagreement--while I was on the way to the hospital to get this checked--and I've had a horrible headache all day that tylenol won't cut. I felt a ibt better when i took a nap for a few minutes but my cat woke me decided she had to eat NOW and so I yelled at her. Because it's her fault she's old and sick?
I think I am giving up complaining/letting myself feel sorry for myself ever.It just seems to cause something else to happen and I cannot.take.much.more........
I give myself three self indulgent self pity days a year. That way I have to ask my self - is this worth wasting one of my three self pity days for?? Often the answer is no!!! I have to laugh because both the restraint and self pity are self inflicted....
ReplyDeleteHope your headache gets better and you get some support for that ankle. I had a sprained ankle I didn't take care of and now have an egg shaped ganglion cyst on the joint...
My prayers are with you. I'm looking for another progress report on treatment.
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