So I've had 4 days in a row off. I worked half a day yesterday. And I have work some stuff to do today. But I'm still very, very tired, I still don't feel good, I'm very wheezy again today (still from the testing I think), and I'm actually starting to feel bored? This is 2 things. One is agitation from the steroids. The other is that I still can't be very active and am running out of things to entertain me while sitting here. I've even worked on taxes. Actually they are done except I have to gather some stuff for medical because that adds to a huge amount here.
I'm also becoming more and more convinced that the new med is messing with my appetite. I wasn't eating great before, but I was eating. Today, well I had a couple cookies with AM meds at 9 and I just now realized it's nearly 3 and that's all I've eaten. And I'm not hungry enough to want to get get food.
I think some is depression, which usually makes me not eat. My body is in a state that is similar to depression and that typically makes me have symptoms, or at least thing I do. I also still am not sleeping well with the med changes. I can't fall asleep then can't wake up. Not sure how that's going to work this week with my job. I never can figure that out.
I want to sleep so much, but if I try it won't likely work. However I think I'm going to atempt it; maybe that will at least help recoer a little rest. First though time to find something to eat. Fun.
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Steroids make me antsy, not able to sleep etc. I can't imagine what it must be like aggravating your preexisting mania/depression. Sleep rest recover! Remember to eat!
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