First, I am ok. Nothing terrible has happened. Basically I am having a very, very hard night as I found out the rather grim outlook for controlling my asthma as is(which I had ignored my doctor saying several times) and had to go to the questions I've dreaded, basically asking if I am willing to risk serious psychiatric effects, what happens then? I realized finally tonight that I am once again fighting not just temporarily but fully and longterm for quality of life again, and I am just not able to to consider this without a lot of tears and wanting to give up. I am not handling this well.
Please pray for me.
More when I can talk better.
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4 comments:
I'm tearing up with ya. I don't give up easily either, but my body suffers because of it. Take care!!!!
I've only been following your blog for a few weeks. I know very little about asthma what I do know I've learned in the last few months since my own diagnosis. Not enough to offer advice. Bi-polar disorder i know from my own experience and from parenting child with early onset bpd. It's hard. Harder than most can begin to imagine.
all I can say is hang in there. Things will get better. My prayers are with you.
Praying...(((big hugs)))
Praying here too!
B.
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