I am still here. It's been a crazy few weeks. My laptop keyboard settings were messed up by my cat walking on the keyboard one night when I fell asleep without closing my computer. There have been trips to the vet, a very dramatic story involving adopting a stray dog while my mom is on vacation (he'll be hers), there is PT and this week was my first day with both Dr. Mind and Dr. Brain in the same day (which works out to a very, very long day), sleep deprivation, a mixed episode, a few days of being really paranoid, some changes in how I am seeing my brother (again and this is partly why I'm not writing; I can't explain it well without saying more than I want to at this point) and more. I'll catch up soon but probably not until my mom is back and I'm not watching the new dog constantly. He's a very good Houdini so I can't just let him into the dog yard until we know for sure he cant jump the fence. I even spent a long time today with a drill, spare boards and zip ties sealing off an opening so he cannot possibly get out that way.I'll be back soon.