I'm late posting this, but Thursday I finally got a call from Dr. Brain. She went through a long process that ultimately got me approved for a year of Emsam with my current income. It should be here just in time to run out. I am so relieved and thankful. In fact my depression and anxiety actually have been a little better the last couple days.
It's been rather chaotic though. My cat has a chronic sinus infection that we've been through a bunch of antibiotics trying to treat. This time we had to do a stronger one that tastes terrible and which ultimately made him sick so I had to stop it. We've been staying at my mom's so she could help me give the medicine and she has a new puppy so it's a little wild, even before chasing Noah, tricking Noah and medicating him. Then the clean-up of vomit started yesterday. I'm not sure what the vet will want to do now.
That's most of my news. It's huge but the rest of life is kind of boring. Which is fine with me.