Thursday, February 26, 2015
A challenge I don't want
I don't want to be specific because I don't ever, ever want him to somehow find this and recognize himself and be hurt, but I'm having issues with Dr. Mind. Issues big enough that I have to confront him. And I'm scared to do it. I don't want to hurt him but some things need to change. I know that there is fault on both sides but he isn't bringing it up so I have to. And I don't want to at all.
The thing is that we have a big problem right now. It really is something that has to change. But it is really hard to criticize this man who has been so kind and generous to me for 8 years. It's also hard because I know he's having health issues still. And in some ways I am afraid that these issues are worse things than they've yet diagnosed. Because that kind of thing is the only explanation I can come up for that explains the drastic changes in him.
I don't know. I know that I care about and respect this man a lot and I really don't want to hurt him in any way. Not many people have gone out of their way to help me as he has.
It just is not good. I am dreading Monday. I think I will do this then although I may chicken out and give it another week. I'm not sure yet. But I really don't want to do it at all.
I just hope I can do it right.
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