Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth." Genesis 9:13

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

It's always something interesting

At the risk of sounding totally paranoid, I cannot say anything specific here. Bad things are going on and my blog hits suddenly have more than doubled in a day, many of the people arriving here without a search term (ie they knew my website address) and from anonymous locations. There was a time that it seemed someone who knew me might have found this blog and I don't want to risk that they might use something against me. (Yet I say this because well, if you feel I'm talking about you and you know what I'm not discussing you do NOT belong here, are NOT welcome here, and you may leave now.)

Anyway, a lot of stuff happened today. A LOT. I'm handling it better than ok, really, just so my ativan level is stable. On top of yesterday though I am really struggling with a lot of stress, even if I am handling it well. I'm seeing Dr. Mind in the morning, and I have contacted Dr. Brain about more antidepressant for a while.

Please though, if you pray, pray for me. This is serious stuff and I'm not so sure I'm up for being brave right now.


Anonymous said...

the anon hts are from me - because I'm surfing with an iPhone on there is no location for the ip. I have you saved in my favorites because I enjoy reading your blog. Ivan assure you that we do not know eachother. I'm an accountant from the Cleveland area. Not sure where you're from. Sorry to make you worry.

Just Me said...

You're fine; thanks for telling me. This hasn't just been one person, and it has been hits from where our corporate offices are as well as originally from my boss's hometown.

Don't feel freaked out and quit reading! I have no problem with people being anonymous, I just don't want work people spying. I'm quite clearly very into anonymous as a matter of fact.