At the risk of sounding totally paranoid, I cannot say anything specific here. Bad things are going on and my blog hits suddenly have more than doubled in a day, many of the people arriving here without a search term (ie they knew my website address) and from anonymous locations. There was a time that it seemed someone who knew me might have found this blog and I don't want to risk that they might use something against me. (Yet I say this because well, if you feel I'm talking about you and you know what I'm not discussing you do NOT belong here, are NOT welcome here, and you may leave now.)
Anyway, a lot of stuff happened today. A LOT. I'm handling it better than ok, really, just so my ativan level is stable. On top of yesterday though I am really struggling with a lot of stress, even if I am handling it well. I'm seeing Dr. Mind in the morning, and I have contacted Dr. Brain about more antidepressant for a while.
Please though, if you pray, pray for me. This is serious stuff and I'm not so sure I'm up for being brave right now.