But now I'm really in a bad mood. I'm having dental work done tomorrow, which is going to cost me $600. My dentist does a thing where you can open a line of credit to pay the bills. I was denied. I know why, it's because my credit score isn't good. I'm trying. I've paid off a car and a major bill in the last few months and knocked another huge chunk off another which I'm trying to eliminate so I can transfer my final credit card to its lower interest. But then I turned around and missed 2 months on another payment. And over the years of being so sick there were plenty of months I missed plenty of payments. I've never defaulted or anything but been late, but right now that is considered too risky. It freaks me out because in a year or so I'll need a car loan and I'm going to suffer greatly.
So now I have to pay $600 on my credit card and then will have to pay that off on my card as fast as possible.
Until I got sick I was obsessive about these things. And I've done my best, it's just my best has been not so good sometimes.
It makes me feel like crap about myself......