Tomorrow is my scary test. I dread it, yet I dread most of all the slight chance I'll pass. That sounds weird but if I pass then we have no clue what is wrong with me. However, based on what dust and smoke have done in teh last 2 days I can't imagine not passing.
I can't remember if I took all my pills tonight. I was distracted. I have done what I can; I have a med list. I have a note for the respiratory therapist explaining my fears and med reactions. I have a of what my mother can hand out if needed and a sequence to do that.\
I have 2 evals I suspect will be sent late tomorrow and I don't care. I know that's bad but I just don't right now. I'm too overwhelmed. If I'm up in time send them great, if not they'll wait. they're nearly done anyway.
I'm sort of falling asleep so I'm going to try that now. More tomorrow sometime, depending how i feel. My test is at 8 AM EST so please pray I'm doing ok with it if you're awake then. If I feel really good we'll try to play catch up tomorrow or Friday. Get ready, you'll never believe what I have been reading all week rather than blogging.