More than one meaning there.
Meaning one: Brenda the ovarian cyst has decided it's time she speak up and tell us how little she likes being confined to a tiny little ovary and so she thinks she'll take a tiny ice pick and try to ease her way out. I don't like Brenda.
Meaning 2: I'm feeling better. That is huge. My asthma/allergies are taking a turn for the worse but my mood is continuing to stabilize by the day. Friday I had a very, very bad day but by today was ok with it all. I did the right thing and unfortunately their was some conflict. But I had no choice.
Meaning 3: I am apparently still capable of huge errors. I don't know if I wrote about paying Discover $500 but entering $5000. Not surprisingly they didn't want to give that up despite the fact that I did not have $5000 in my account. So today I went to pay for something and overpaid by $550. Thankfully that was immediately refunded. Yet I did not panic and that is huge, another sign I'm getting better. Dr.Brain is wondering if one of my astma meds makes my bipolar meds work a little too well in the sedation area while not giving me the full benefit of the actual med.
Meaning 4: I'm being thankful tonight. I am curled up with one cat with the other inches away and after filling out asthma paperwork for the allergist later this week I realized how fortunate that I"m not reacting to them. There is just no way that I am giving either of them up or changing our routines, no matter what the allergist says. There are few changes I won't make but that one is non-negotiable.
Falling asleep, better send....