But it's not about my mood. Stupid, horrible, hateful cyst is back. Not as fierce as before. I think this has a lot to do with knowing exactly how to lay and not moving. I took a (prescribed) vicodin a few minutes ago although that hasn't done much before. I'm allowed to take 2 but i have to get up and write notes since I'm not in a good place to do that at the moment.
This is so annoying. I want to ask to move surgery up, but if I do it messes with way too much. I can do this for 3 more months, barring the cyst demanding to come out. Besides, maybe less pain this time means it's going away. Maybe........it could. It would go against all the luck I've had lately, but it could.
Now I just need to leave this position to set alarm clocks and hopefully stay awake until my sheets are drying about 30 minutes. At this point i really don't care about sheets much.