Bits Two

• I slept 4.5 hours
• My meds are still a mess.  The covering doctor wasn't aggressive.  The real dr. won't be back until Monday.  I am not getting any treatment that I could not do (as of this increase did without permission for that matter) at home.
• I am a bit less anxious with constant anxiety meds.
• I only have paced some today.
• I'm very stressed about this med thing; this is nothing to get me off the additional meds I'm on, nothing to help me get the sleep that needs to be made up so badly, and only a few hours of relief with the other meds. They say things like "that should make you sleepy".  Well, it doesn't. 
• My dr. won't be here until Monday. He and Dr. Brain had some plan. 
• Hoping for reassurance from Dr. Brain that we're not going to screw around forever.
• I had an OT eval today and did OT groups.  It was fine.
• We also did an exercise thing and are going to do it daily.
• I'm making friends.  This time the people are so different and I really, really like them.