I just agreed to go to the hospital if tonight is not successful. I have a few things I need to do before I go and some questions to get answered, but it's time. It's 12:20 now and I've had all that medication and am still wide awake. Granted the 11:30 agreement to the hospital is doing me no good, but it doesn't matter. I'll know more tomorrow (probably not until night) but I suspect I'll be admitted end of this week, beginning of next. I'm gambling and paying a HUGE amount of shipping to have my weighted blanket here Wednesday.
I dread this but I want to be better. I want my life back. So a decision I never wanted to make again becomes easy.
Kind of.
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I've been reading your posts regularly and hoping with you for sleep and peace. I'm so sorry this process did not go as hoped. But I am so glad you are taking steps to take care of yourself. You will be in my thoughts and prayers for peaceful sleep and recovery. Take care, Jen. All will be well.
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