Five years and about 2 months ago I registered for this blog, set it up, and then didn't post because I wasn't sure. Five years exactly, about to the minute if I remember I posted for the first time, marking both a bit decision to start to risk just a little bit having people know my diagnosis and my 30th birthday. (Please don't say happy birthday. Today was has been the best birthday I've had in many, many years, but those words make me cringe).
I'm sorry again for not posting much. Tomorrow I really want to finish posting what I have been writing the last few days. Right now I need to sleep as soon as I can. Thursday I started an inhaler of the same med I've been using in the nebulizer with no problems. I did not use a lot and the last dose was at 4. I was awake until after 3. So I did yesterday on almost no sleep and while I did sleep last night I am still recovering. And frankly my asthma is a major issue right now, I've been warned I may be hospitalized, so although I'll have my netbook (unless something uncontrolled happens) and will write as I can, if I am gone just know I'm really fighting with this. I may not be in the hospital, but breathing is not easy right now and when breathing is hard everything is hard.
Like I said, if I can tomorrow I will finish a real post. If not then soon.
Sorry to be boring. Somehow I thought I would have more to say about 5 years of blogging but I am so sleepy right now that there is no depth in my thoughts. Maybe 5 years part II will happen.