Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth." Genesis 9:13

Sunday, January 09, 2011

Normal means so many things

Yesterday when I saw Dr. Brain I was talking to her about the difficulty I am having balancing the proper amount of psych meds for anxiety with the exhaustion from not sleeping very well on a consistent basis.  I was then talking about having a hard time covering my face and that Dr. Mind and I are working hard on this but it took a while before I realized that she had no idea why this was so hard.  I forgot it's not a normal part of human experience to have had your face forcefully covered and so people do not automatically assume this is the problem.   Apparently I am so used to this I forgot.  Weird.

I spent this morning doing a zillion things mainly out of anxiety.  I finally got my washer and dryer delivered and installed and the first load is in it now.

Yay!  And it only took 6 weeks thanks to stupid whooping cough!!!!


Michal Ann said...

Celebrating your inaugural washload! I just had to have mine serviced so I appreciate such things. So glad you got your Dr. Brain appointment accomplished...and she knows you a bit better, too. Praying for better balanced meds and less anxiety!

Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for Him. Psalm 37:7

WinnyNinny PooPoo said...

You can see how children used to die of pertussis!!! Glad you are a tad bit better.