I don't know yet whether I got charged for the stupid motel room or not. I am too tired to care.
Today has been emotionally hard. I've had to admit that yes, I'm cycling, yes, I've been manic and doing way, way, way more than I should, and I have now hit the point of rest or else. I'm going shopping with my mom for a while Saturday but otherwise I'm resting. I cancelled the painter for this weekend and told him it may be a few weeks. I also went back to 4 mg of klonopin per day today and that made work more bearable.
And with that I'm going to go to sleep. More tomorrow.