Today was hard. But I actually did better physically than I thought I would. I got extremely tired, in part due to extra walking while I tried to learn where my patients were. I also was very hot due to the stupid lab coat requirement which added to the tired.
The drive was "only" an hour in the morning and maybe an hour 15 minutes in rush hour going home.
I am dealing with a lot of guilt. Every time someone says "and now we're fully staffed" I cringe.
I also heard from the new job and there is short term disability. Thank God.
The best part of the day was that when I was driving to work there was a rainbow and it wasn't even raining. I really needed that lovely reminder that God is in control.
And now I shall be going to bed.