Hard day ahead

If you get this today, please think of me, and pray if you do that. I can't go into why, but today is likely to be very difficult. The thing at work I'm probably worst at, for sure the least confident at, is my supervisory role. I'm better at it in this job, probably because I'm well enough to handle things better and because the last few years have had enough bad experiences to teach me some lessons. But regardless, I have to deal with one of those things where someone did something they shouldn't have, misinterpreted some information, and have hurt feelings.

Plus it's supposed to be very hot. Again. My hair has become totally uncontrollable this week. It is growing back finally after I lost a good bit last year as my depakote level reached the sky high point that works for me. I've had to use specialized shampoos and treatments and for the last few months my stylist has said the hair was coming back in. In the last month my bangs would not stay put. I've got very curly hair, I know how to control it. Nothing was working. Finally I figured out that I have grown out those new hairs to about 2 inches (about 1/2-3/4 inch with curl) and it is "fluffing" everything else out. So I have to now add a whole step to the hair thing. Unfortunately with this humidity it isn't worth much.

Anyway, speaking of the scary hair, it's time for the application of the gel (stage 6/10 in the daily taming process).