Not a lot has happened lately. I am just so tired. I had a big mess with the pharmacy Thursday that showed exactly how tired and emotional I am. I gave up on waiting for Dr. Brain so I upped my Seroquel to the last dose I have control to use on my own. Last night I slept better and I think I'm getting sleepy now.
Physically I've been better, just very tired. It doesn't take much wear me out. The coughing is better but I do have a sinus infection and am on antibiotics for that. In a lab part of my training today I had to lay flat with my head tipped back and had to stop the demo b/c I couldn't breathe. I have coughed a zillion times since and had to take the narcotic cough syrup. I have at least learned to stay calm, leave the room, walk around slowly and focus on slow breathing and when the anxiety reduces so does a bit of the feeling of being unable to breath.
Emotionally, depression is no fun Obviously.
I think I am actually getting sleepy so I'm stopping abruptly... I hope..........