I am ok. After 2 hours and 2 doses of meds I made it to work. I had 3 asthma attacks so the meds made me shake even worse, but I made it. Work was great about handling things. Dr. Brain called and gave me enough information to feel safe with the new surgical plan, which I'll explain later. I think I'm going to have about a week off pre-op including 2 days of pre-op stuff and then a few days at home. I obviously have a lot to deal with when Dr. Mind is back. There's a lot about my niece being the closest child I'll have (obviously adding if she has siblings), and I don't know what all. I also have a fear of having surgery involving essentially 2 doctors doing different types of pelvics, followed by the bigger procedure, while I'm unconscious. I don't want to be awake for those 2 pelvics as they'll involve pain and I barely handle the modified ones I typically get, but it is hard with the control issues.
There's just a great deal going on, which I'll explain more when I've recovered a bit more. for now i'm not falling asleep so I'm going to take even more sedation and try to rest.