Tonight I must sleep. I am so tired that I don't even want to eat. I had a terrible time with nightmares last night and the night before just didn't sleep.
This is when I wish I could go back to the past when I was allowed to adjust many meds within certain ranges myself. I am not allowed to do this at all now and really couldn't even if I were allowed because I don't have access to very many of my meds, just a week and a half at a time at most. And that needs to stay that way.
My mother made it all better by trying to be discreet but not succeeding by saying that my sleeping during the day makes this worse. Does she think we haven't covered that amongst the doctors and I? Or that there is a way to fix this but first I have to be sleeping routinely and without all the wake-ups.
This is more than likely due to some stress left after my last session with Dr. mind plus money issues. It has to stop though. I am so very tired.
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