I woke anxious, I'm going to work anxious, and I'd really prefer to hibernate. I do not feel like sitting through meetings, and then I have to go around and feel stupid dealing with the stuff from last night's patient. I do not want to go through that. I feel like an absolute idiot with the conversations this makes me have, and I do not understand why this patient has no problems with anyone in the agency but me. I do know, it's because it's "my" body part that is affected but the patient has made good, even great progress, and now the patient is hurting their own progress by refusing to take instructions from me. I just don't know. What I do know is I NEED vacation. 3 more weeks, I think. I haven't even asked what is happening to my patients that week. I am that desperate for time off.
And now I have to go so I can get my water bill paid before they turn it off. Again, stressed anyone?