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After my scary heavy period and feeling absolutely horrible I called to see my gynecologist yesterday. They said she was booked and the only option was a man, was I ok with a man? I told them I'd be ok but that I couldn't have a pelvic done by a man. So I got there and was horrified when they told me I had to have a pelvic with the male dr. I said no but he came in to talk, most of which involved trying to convince me that I should go to see a psychologist and get over my fear, and that all the tx plans in place aren't going to help anyway. I think he was building up to telling me I need a hysterectomy. Thankfully that's when the other dr. stopped him. After a lot of discussion the very, very kind nurse got upset with the receptionist for doing that and tracked down my doctor who told her I should have been put on her schedule to begin with. So I spent 30 minutes wearing a sheet and being thankful for her.
She was so nice, never mad a fuss about my swollen red eyes, had a new plan to hopefully solve this all, and has carefully be sending everything to Dr. Brain for approval. We discussed the narrow options when I can't have the standard treatments for cysts and that trying anything while I'm already knocked out makes more sense than repeating the process in a few months. So, when I have my surgery I'll have general anesthesia. Dr. Removal Guru will get the growth out and take biopsies if needed. Dr. Gets It will do a quick test that gives her a look into my bladder for why I have blood my urine. One of them will put in a mirena IUD which should slow or stop my periods over time. This is contingent on Dr.Brain as we've always agreed no hormones period, but at this point I'd rather go through removing it than to not try and it's not easy to get int there in my case unless I'm under. I'll then have laparascopy with focus on the painful ovary, removal of same if warranted and assessment for endometriosis or any other cause of pain and extra blood loss.
All that is good. The male doctor, he just was not getting it. He was all fake supportiveness but I know the difference and this wasn't it. He also was trying steer me away from the recommendations of 2 people who have actually opened my chart and that isn't right. But I was so blessed that Dr. Gets It did comTe see me because I was otherwise going to have to go pay an ER copay when I could have had Dr. Body's partner, or even Dr. Body, do an exam.
So I had a rough day. But it's over now and I am so, so happy about that.