First was not being able to fall asleep, despite taking meds early. That's a bad thing. Finally I did fall asleep and woke up screaming and terrified at 1:45. I got up and did something, as I'm supposed to do in that situation but couldn't calm down. Finally I took valium and slept an hour before more of the same nightmare woke me screaming. I got back to sleep within an hour that time, woke once but went back to sleep because I still had a lot of valium in my system. Then I woke 2 hours later sobbing, and had obviously been crying for some time. Same nightmare.
So I guess I'm on the extra Seroquel Dr. Brain prescribed earlier in the week. I've been hesitant to take it because of sedation, but I'm not doing that kind of night again.
I truly thought I was going to make it through this without this happening. Guess not.