Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth." Genesis 9:13
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Dr. Mind had a last minute cancel, I took it, and he helped. I actually managed to fall asleep and more or less stay that way last night. I feel better. Exhausted, but at least thinking of work isn't making me want cry. Honestly just hearing "this isn't good......we need to fix it helped a ton" and I started relaxing a bit then.
This weekend is going to involve serious rest. I don't care if it is drugged or whatever, I'm going to rest a ton. Next weekend I'm going to make a "Just Me does nothing" weekend.
Over the years I have noticed that when I have the least hope a rainbow appears. Rainbows are a wonderful combination of beauty, hope, happiness and rain, the product of ugly grey clouds that hide the beauty of the sky. The beauty that is a rainbow can only come with the presence of both rain and sun. Such is life with bipolar disorder. There are good times, there are tough times, and there are rainbows to remind us that beauty will return, sometimes fleetingly and sometimes for a long time. This blog is my story of sadness and hope. Please scroll down to "Who I Am" under Pages to read more about me and the people who populate this blog.
Please note that any patient experiences noted in this blog are heavily edited to disguise events. Similarities to real persons are coincidental.
Please also know that while I speak as a professional at times, I am not a doctor. I have strong opinions, some based on professional training and/or experience, some based on research, and some based on personal experience of my own variety of this illness. Therefore what I say is my opinion, not a fact and doctors should always be consulted.