Dr. Mind has prayed several times for me to have the tools I need to do this.
I inherited my grandma's diaries. They are my grandma's edited version of truth, but they do help me find out things like I was 8 months old when the molestation began, nearly certainly.
Here's the thing. At one time diaries from every year from 1930-1980something existed. By the time I inherited the diaries I had 1930-33, then nothing until the 60s when my father and his brothers were adults. There were some other missing ones.
I just went looking for 1978/1979. First I found a notebook of jotted wisdom I've never seen before, then a handwritten recipe book. Then I found the 1945 diary. I don't know how to say that I have not had this diary before. I've read them all. This diary has miraculously appeared and I am praying it will have answers. Then 1979 appeared and I don't think I had it before either.
I don't know what to say but God. (And that the dr. made my grandma quit nursing because my uncle was gaining weight too fast on breastmilk. Crazy).
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