OK, my computer just ate my post. Quick version now, more tomorrow. Dr. Mind read my story, plus prayed, plus added his own thing at the end. I felt nothing. I feel emotions try to stir and then I run away from them. I am completely unsure that I will ever get this. Even today Dr. Mind noted that I did not talk about feeling almost anything, mostly confusion comes up a lot and a little fear regarding threats that were made to shut me up. This is going to be a long row. I'm going to have to try hard to get Dr. Mind to make me stick to it until I can feel something because I don't think this is going to go away unless I can feel something and preferably feel something that I can verbalize. Regardlesss tonight I'm find although I forget my homework. It blurs in my mind with something about the 23rd Psalm which is also unclear. We'll have to try that Monday.
I'm actually acting sleepy so I'll write more tomorrow.
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