Status

I'm now taking anxiety meds every 2 hours during the day. I am alternating partial doses of Klonopin with Vistaril. It kind of helps. However, I am repeatedly nearly losing it on a daily basis.

Yesterday I got all upset because I got a thing in the mail about my hospital bill being sent to a collection agency. I've made consistent payments on it and am actully about 20% done. So I was really upset. I guess they do that but it doesn't really mean it is late or go on a credit report or anything. But that took hours to settle down from.

I have no idea right now if this is an episode or just anxiety. I know it is bad enough to worry Dr. Mind. He made me do guided relaxation last night and that's usually saved for something really big.

Today is going to be interesting. For once I'm UNDER my hours. So I may have to come up with extra work. We'll see. I then have to do some shopping.

I'm stalling getting ready. Must stop that.