OK, the is such a strange dream. But I am going to keep asking for prayers for it for the next several months.
I've mentioned many times that music tends to totally overwhelm me and I rarely like it. But every so often I find someone that I love and can listen to. But usually that is only a song or a CD.
My noise issues have cost me a lot. I've been to one concert, a small one in 1997 before it was so bad. But ve been to one professional sporting event. I don't go to fairs, amusement parks, etc. I just can't.
In the last weeks I discovered that I have headphones that have let me listen to some music. Somehow I absolutely fell in love with Selah. I remember when they were pretty much completely new and I liked them, back on on the Christian station in in Kalamazoo, Michigan (station out of South Bend IL). But now I have discovered I can listen to everything I can find that they've done and I love it. I don't know why their music hits so hard but it does.
They are are having a FREE concert in the city where I do everything in September. I have contacted the church about tickets. I am going to try everything I can to be there. I really WANT to. And wanting to do something is so much better than this last year.
Last Sept. 19 I was packing for the psych unit and waiting for my weighted blanket to arrive so I'd sleep. The 22nd I was admitted. This year I want to to be happy that night.
I'm going to be asking for prayer a lot on this because it is something that is not painful that I can look forward to.
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