Relief

The extra Klonopin is helping immensely. I only was really anxious for a little bit today and it was a very stressful day. I'm also getting much better sleep, although I didn't want to get out of bed today. However that had more to do with being cold and dreading parts of today than anything else. Again, I can't go into all of this for another month, but let's just say the part of my job where I only work in 13 week contracts is going to pay off. It's time to move on. I'll explain the rest in another month when it is over. I am just so happy though because decision essentially made itself. I knew I needed to move on probably, but was holding out hope that one thing would work out. It did not.

In the meantime I am expecting to have a rather rough month. Rough enough I'm just going to sign up for extra time with Dr. Mind for the next 4 weeks.

I am getting sleepy and boring. More later. Sorry for being obtuse.