I had originally planned to do a number of quick errands today: return some things, get some food, buy some jeans that fit, get new pillows (I usually wind up folding my pillows when I sleep which does not do good things for them. I buy lots of pillows. I never know if buying cheap ones is better than more expensive. The more expensive do last longer but I still ruin them faster than I should. Nonetheless the most recent somewhat more expensive ones have lasted a while (4 months or so) so I'm going to repeat that.
The thing is that I was up until about 3, am quite tired even though when I did sleep it was soundly, and I still feel sick. I really feel antsy though and want to leave desperately even though I know I don't have the tolerance. So that means filling some time at home and I don't know what to do to stay busy. I tried the logical step of sleeping but that didn't go anywhere. I need to eat but have no interest. It's a strange puzzle.