Hopefully that's it for tonight. Gonna try to watch a movie and get a shower and then go to bed.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
I had a long, teary (finally, I cried hard) conversation with Dr. Mind on the phone tonight. It's not much fun to explain that you've been lying to people who you aren't to lie to (with the distinct disadvantage of lying to yourself making that harder) and put yourself in a bad place because of that. He was kind but obviously this can't go on again. There was so much going on that I have to process, but I have now spoken with him and will again Tuesday either on the phone or in person.