I saw a doctor, not my doctor, who was really good about going through everything I've ever taken and finding something I could. I don't know how well this is going to work; it's a tiny Seroquel increase, decreasing my patch dose a bit (to see if it's agitating me) and adding another med that might make me sleepy. I don't feel incredibly hopeful but tomorrow my "real" doctor will be here so hopefully that will get new ideas if this doesn't work.
For now I've got 15 minutes to get un-groggy before group. Groups, by the way, one of things I needed to make me get out of bed, the person who does most of them wasn't here yesterday or today. I really hope she's not off all week. I need forced activity. And i fI know this and am aware and willing I really need it.
We'll see what happens next.