This is probably also the only way my body knows to give me a break for a while. While sleeping at least I can't think. I am so incredibly exhausted that if it weren't for knowing the baby is coming and I'll probably wind up with time off given my anticipated emotional reaction to this, I can't afford to take tomorrow off no matter how lousy I feel unless the baby decides to come on it's own in that time.
Too groggy to say more. Maybe later.