I got an email after I was asleep explaining that Dr. Brain requested placement and didn't hear back as quickly as usual. I should be admitted on Monday, and I should know details today.
It is indescribably better to know this.
It also is a good sign of how badly my mind is working that I'm having trouble typing and spelling simple words. Of course yesterday I also left my car key in the door of my parked car all day while I was at work.
I remember once Dr. Mind wanted me to admit myself and I was refusing. I kept telling him I wasn't going to hurt myself. He pointed out that the way I was feeling and acting it was a matter of time before I accidentally hurt myself. I still refused, but now I see his point.
Just a few more days.......