I do have the ability to post remotely via email. It's just been easier to ask Julia to do it because she could make things coherent when I wasn't, she could put together all the pieces of several emails when I'm living so much minute to minute that I couldn't. And that's still true, and I'm going to impose a little longer, although I will probably post as I can now.
However, I wanted to take a quick minute while the computer is totally free and i'm alone to share that not only do I feel a little better for the 2nd day in a row (yesterday had 3-4 really nasty hours and otherwise was ok), I have finally (after 5 1/2 days) figured out how to brush my teeth with the stupid auto-off sink. all you have to do is have your belly touch the sink and arch your back and don't bend forward ever and the water runs long enough to succeed. It's painful and a choke risk, but it's at least possible.
(See, I'm feeling better......)
Starting to make a long list of things I look forward to when I leave. It's weird what some are.
I'm also writing about each day. I did that last night because I am already blurry on some of the week and I want to remember. I also have a list of thoughts going, so lots of blogging to come.
Thank you all for your support. You can't know what it has meant and still means. I've reread every email I've received a few times.