Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth." Genesis 9:13

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Struggling

Please keep Just Me in your thoughts and prayers. Directly from Just Me this morning:

However you want to pass this on, I'm really struggling right now. I had a very bad night and a bad experience I'll write about when I'm home. I never realized how very much control I gave up when I signed that green paper.

I'd really appreciate prayers.

On the other hand, I can tell you that I've mastered the dance (literal) required to brush my teeth with the stupid automatic sink that works only if I step up and back while brushing, or find a way to wiggle my fingers in front of the sensor while brushing.

And hospital showers, at least where they restrict things so much, might as well be done with the water from a garden hose with low water pressure.

Lots of complaining. Little sleep and a couple of very bad nightmares. One of which I suspect caused some screaming. Also cried for 2 hours last night.

New med today. I hope.

1 comment:

Michal Ann said...

JustMe dear, may you soon feel safe. I hope your dreams do their "work" and that the pain will soon be swept away and left behind in the hours that are now past. Thank God for every little thing that you can: the goofy toothbrush dance, the warm water that flows in the shower, your cozy blanket, the hope of new medication...every little thing. Pain visited you in the night but may joy come in the morning.

"Sing to the Lord, you who are faithful to Him. Praise Him, because His name is holy. His anger lasts for only a moment.

But His favor lasts for a person's whole life. Sobbing can remain through the night.

But joy comes in the morning.

When I felt safe, I said,
"I will always be secure."

Psalm 30:4-6
(New International Reader's Version)

Remembering my sweet friend in prayer with thoughts of your strength and courage,

Michal