I've been horribly anxious all day. I've had as much medication as I can until bedtime. I'm just frustrated about so many things, I want to cry, and essentially I need someone to talk to. I read before I came her that daily psychotherapy was part of the program. Not at all, at least for me. I've not even had the social worker talk to me about what she's arranged for discharge, meaning that I may have set up counseling appointments and a dr appt during time I'm supposed to be with the psychiatrist. I really hope that didn't happen. Ideally I want to see the psychiatrist next Wednesday, when my dose of medication can be increased, but I don't know if they'll want me to wait that long and if I get any choice whatsoever. The thing is that appointment is not like most people's; I live so far away it's an all day event. Which makes scheduling hard.
Oh well. I've cried, I've written about it, I need to move on.